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A piece of paper

Hello guys

First thing first let me start by saying am sorry for not posting on time but I had a long week full of results and university application forms and I was so overwhelmed with all the things that had to be done at this minute, back to today’s topic which s actually inspired by my overwhelming week .papers why do they hold such a power even though it’s just a piece of paper that can be cut into pieces in no time

If you haven’t noticed everything from the house you won over to your education has a paper document that says that you actually own or did this thing like literally a piece of paper says if you own the house that you lived in for 20 years  or you worked your butt of to get that A in math or not ( like seriously a paper says that you actually found that X ) like nowadays  if you don’t have a birth certificate that means you are not a human and you didn’t get born (I know it’s ridiculous) but why does a piece of wood hold that power is it because the human population is known for lying or is it we started doubting the  smallest things that we need something that proves our honesty ?

The irony that even these papers are written by a human so why are you not doubting them maybe that human played with that same paper in such a way that you won’t notice it so tell me do you trust that paper now? We all are just looking for excuses not to trust and be trusted

 

Human rights or gender rights ?

 

I always viewed being a woman as a blessing. Being a woman is a challenge, every day a new fight to win and I love me a good challenge.

The day you are born you are fighting for the love and attention of your parents and you live life from their eyes and then you grow up and fight with them so they can give you your own space to experience life on your own, the challenge of having your first crush and feeling like the whole world knows your secret or the time you got your first period and you started running to your mom’s comfort asking what on earth is happening and you find out its mother-nature congratulating you for not getting pregnant (thank you mother-nature your gift is all over the place :9) or the honour of being a mother and spending 9 month bonding with your child before he is even born. Not many people are lucky enough to experience all those moments who shape us up into wonderful successful ladies.

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Unfortunately, in this era, not everything is Rainbows and sunshine, we live in a time where women are raped, disrespected, abused and not given their simple rights such as education. Now in 2017 still some people think that a women’s job is to say yes and pop kids out, but still, women’s rights are one of the important issues that we are fighting for and am flattered, but I believe that when it comes to rights there is no female and male there is only HUMAN. I believe that we should think of each other as Human when it comes to rights because I know that some of these problems can happen to any gender, so we can’t solve half the problem only we can’t solve the female education problem and don’t solve the problem of that boy who we can save by giving him his simple rights like education maybe we should stop looking at the empty side of the glass and maybe look at the full glass if we want world peace.

” when it comes to rights there is no female and male there is only HUMAN.”

I always heard the saying “treat people the way you want to be treated” so tell me if you disrespect abuse and hurt a human does that mean you want me to hurt, abuse and disrespect you? In court the judge never sentence a murder depend on their gender they get sentenced according to what they did and that’s the way you should treat people for example, you reading this post and in your mind you are probably some of you may think “shame on you how can you say female right is not important ” I never said that what am saying is women’s rights are human’s right so to be a feminist you should be a humanist and respect to be respected and that the human race is the most important race you will ever join so be in it to win it.

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A letter to Myself

Dear Razan,

Hey it’s been a while or maybe it’s even the first time I talk to you heart to heart, I realized something today and I had to write you a letter so first let me just tell you a story so for a while I have been feeling really lonely and just like a broken cassette player that  repeats everything my life was literally waking up , going to the washroom, eat, watch some series ,  more eating then to add spice have a fight with my family and to add double the spice I start to feel absolutely sad about my life and repeat the next day just wishing that Tomorrow somehow the cassette will get fixed or if am lucky I get a new one and start recording new stuff which is under my control. I always go to bed thinking “okay tomorrow am going to fix this” and never do until I burst into tears one day and started to re-introduce myself to you I made new rules, kicked out people who were “Negative” and even started to make friends but that didn’t go so well too because I thought they will fill up the emptiness inside of me. don’t get me wrong some good had come from this journey I was able to adapt to my situation and started owning my feelings and not just ignore them, but I never realized that for me to make friends and be “social” I have to be friends with someone who’s with me 24/7 YOU, YES YOU RAZAN “ I can’t give love if I don’t have love “ that’s a saying I always hear but never believe it was always a cute quote that I tweet but never believe until now, so am here now to say hey would you be my friend and I want to promise you something:

1)    I would feed you all day (#teamfood)

2)    I will learn to love you and understand you

3)    I will treat you the way I want people to treat me

They say if you want something ask for it and I want a happy life so I have to start with being happy with You so the universe can attract happiness to my life and hey I know you want to be my friend because you always try to get my attention by being against me so now let us be one team and achieve whatever we want and for the first time I want to say I am in the way of saying I LOVE YOU so stay by my side

Lots of love

Razan

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Who am I and why am I here?

I’m the air you breath and the sun that shines your life am your moth…. Okay, now I need to stop.

I’m Razan and am also a teenager who has a lot in her heart and just want to talk and express, am a student who wants to learn about life and not solve one more find “X” equation because The bigger “X” is my life. They teach you how to solve “X” equation, but they can’t even teach you how to solve the bigger “X” (Your life). Before all of that is a human who is trying to find their purpose and ace it.

I am  going through a phase where I just felt empty, useless, and just lonely so I’m here to express and impress, I’m here to heal and feel, I’m here to prove that I can do and will ace in something.